Fighting With Your Submissive Side

Fighting WITH YOUR Obedient SIDECustom clip request Part of me indeed wants to explore and embrace my subjugated side. I introduce myself as a Switch to everyone, but in reality I feel like Im 95 Superior and 5 servant. All right maybe 95Submissive and 5 superior. Part of me really wants to embrace my submissive side and be taken care of the only way a DomDomme seems to be able to. But its very hard for me to actually feel submissive to now Im feeling incredibly frustrated both sexually and emotionally because I want to embrace my submissive side and be submissive..Im driving myself nuts sexually, emotionally and mentally by being unable to embrace this aspect of my Ds side.